Thoughts of a Wife in Training

9.29.2009

A stress induced cry for help.

I am stressed.

Because I made a decision.

And did not think things through.

Or, really think at all.

And so, therefore, I am stressed.

This is like the 100th time that I have over committed myself in the past 2 months.

What the heck, Britt?

Do you not think before you say yes?

"Let your yes be yes, and your no be no."

Right?

I have officially become a back-peddler.

It stinks.

I have officially become someone I hate.

Of course.

Talk about being humbled.

So, the question of the day is:

"How do you remain a servant, and have an incredible work ethic, and not over commit yourself?"

I just dont know how to say no.

I stink at it.

I need help.

Jesus? Help. Please.

9.28.2009

PTL!

I am now a proud employee of Kroger.

Praise the Lord!

It feels so good to have a job! I am more than thankful for the job, and even more thankful for the opportunity to bless people who don't know the Lord.

Im so happy!

I start on Friday and Saturday for training.

Thanks for praying, friends. You are all such a blessing.

Much love sisters.

Dear God,

Today I have a job interview at Kroger.

I know that I've been a jerk about working somewhere other than a salon.

Can you please forgive me?

Lord, I really need this job. I know You already know what I need.

My debt is piling.

Its overwhelming to me.

Father, thank you for loving me despite my inconsistency, my selfishness, my bitterness, and my irresponsibility.

You amaze me.

I pray that I would realize the magnitude of your love, everyday.

God, give me the words to say today as I talk to Maria at Kroger. Give her open ears and an open heart. I pray she would see my need and that you would speak to her heart. Bless her sweet heart.

Father, I need a positive attitude as I fill out more applications today. I can only do this with you.

"If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move."

Lord, give me faith.

I love you Father.

9.27.2009

The difference between WANT and NEED.

So, I am going through this ridiculous stage in my life where I want all these beautiful things and then I make the mistake of looking and looking and looking, when guess what? I CAN NOT AFFORD IT. I don't have a job, so therefore, I can't exactly afford anything, especially a $200 faux fur vest. I really do want this beautiful vest that I first saw on The Rachel Zoe Project last season, but it is just not a reality right now.

The Lord is intent on humbling me right now. I have applied to a countless number of jobs in the Katy area, and have even interviewed for a handful of them, but have heard nothing but "No" (minus the crazy nannying gig).

At first I was only applying to the glamourous jobs that I have always been so great at, like at a salon. But now, I feel like Jesus is telling me to get over myself and fall on my knees. It is so freeing to know that He will provide for me and give me what I need, but that I have to do it His way. So, I have applied to hair salons, grocery stores, coffee shops, restaurants, gyms, and some clothing stores.

I am now down to my last 50 bucks and I am constantly worrying about what I am going to do when that money is gone, How am I going to put gas in my car? How am I going to pay my credit card bill this month?

I have absolutely no idea.

I do know this though:

God has a plan. He has a purpose. My God is more than enough and He will supply all my needs. I know that there is a reason for this. His way is perfect and beautiful.

My prayer for you is that if you are going through a similar situation that your faith would be strengthened through this time of need.

Praying for you sweet friends.

Much love.

9.21.2009

Sweet Blessings

About mid July I started going to a new Sunday morning Bible study called the 9one0. Its a Summit Singles young 20-25ish class. I was really super nervous the first month or so that I was in the class. I felt like I just couldn't connect and I was having a real hard time being myself. Then I decided to just go full force with the whole "get involved" thing and it has truly paid off. I decided to go on the Family Camp retreat and then after that it was like all my walls let down and I was finally able to be me. I have made some absolutely precious friends who I can not thank God enough for. Here are some pictures from a couple weekends ago at Tophers house. They are such sweet blessings.

Sweet Kristin. I <3 her.

Some of the freeging awesome ladies, Faith, Amy K., Amy G. and Allison.

Mitchell, Sarah, Kristin and Megan. I heart them.

9.12.2009

sexy beach hair

I came across this product about 6 years ago when I was working at an uptown salon and I feel in love. I tend to like my hair messy and beach blown, so if your not a fan, you most likely wont like the product.

You should first shampoo and condition your hair with a curly shampoo, I recommend Curl Conscious- by bumbleandbumble. Then towel dry hair and spray in Surf Spray and diffuse. Use until you have the desired look and texture.

Thats the end for today. Let me know if you are a fan or are interested.

Much love,

BMoney

9.11.2009

A great weekend!

A couple of weekends ago, I went on a retreat with my sunday school class, The 9one0, to volunteer for family camp for the single parent families. It was seriously one of the best weekends of my life. I made so many friends and got to be a apart of a loving community. There were about 25 different families there, along with about 15 of us single adults, and we were basically there to just hang and love on the kids. I had the opportunity to sing with these 2 guys, Ryan and Ryan, and we had a great time. Im so thankful I had that opportunity to serve with them. Here are some awesome pictures that Topher, the great, took from the trip. :)