I begin a new journey. Yeah, its only for the summer, but I am super pumped about how much the Lord can do in those short 3 months. Tomorrow I start my summer job at Camp Tejas. For those of you who don't know me very well, this is my third summer at Tejas. I spent the first two all together with an internship in there for the year, so when I left at the end of that second summer, I really didn't think I would ever go back.
Well, all praise, honor and glory goes to Jesus for giving me the opportunity to go back this summer. I know that this opportunity is a plea for me to come back to Jesus. WHAT?!? You say.
The past few months have been a rough one for this little girl. Do I love Jesus? OF COURSE! Do I still have faith in Him? Oh my word, YES! But, Have I completely grown tired and complacent with my walk with Him and my life in general? Uh, YAH.
I have gone through this past few months bored and tired of doing the same ole same ole. I became super caught up with work and school that I didn't even care about anything any more. My fire and passion was gone.
My walk with the Lord also began to sit. I still talk to Jesus, but our relationship has not been that of one that is growing and going any where.
As the summer draws closer, I can't help but get excited about me and Jesus. All summer long I get to fall in love with Him all over again.
I know that these are things I should be doing right now, I know that there are higher expectations for me, but I am human. I have not perfected this. Praise the Lord for grace. I know all that is right and wrong. It just takes a little bit more of a slap in the face to understand that my life is nothing without Him in it.
So, the next 3 months will be about me and Him. Nothing else. I pray that I would be the woman I am called to be, a woman of love, joy, peace, patience, gentleness, kindness and self control. This is who the Lord wove me to be. Praise Him for His patience with me and the love that He still has for me. I do not deserve it.
So, tomorrow I am gone. I will try my hardest to keep in touch with my blogging. We will see how busy I will be.
Much love to you and thank you for praying for me.