After the mini vacation I just took this is how I feel.
I feel very refreshed from the time I had to think about who I am and what I was made for.
The past few months have been a very different transition for me, living with my aunt and uncle, starting a new job, making new friends, and finishing up with school. Its all been quite wonderful, but very difficult for me.
I feel like I've kind of just lost myself in my work and school.
I still love Jesus more than I ever have, but Its like I've forgotten what loving Him looks like.
How to love Him and love others.
I need to be teachable. I need to WANT to learn. To love to learn. I need to want to grow.
I feel like He is igniting something inside of me again. Its a very strange feeling, very different.
He is refining who I am and who I am to become.
He loves me and wants me to grow.
Jesus loves me still, no matter what I have done. He has always and will always love me, and I cant even comprehend why.
AND!!!! HERE COMES THE AWESOME PART........
HE IS JEALOUS FOR ME.
He is jealous for me and for you. No other mans jealousy compares to HIS jealousy. He loves me more than any person ever will.
Praise the Lord.
Fight for Him to refresh and refine you.
Fight for YOUR joy!
Love you friends.